we [heart] singing scottish hobbits

.......Look what Heinz makes!? Click here and scroll about half way down But they're all sold out :( aw durn :lol: I'd buy one...except I don't think my dad would let me have the credit card to buy a spotted dick.

hey howdy hey, I just got back from my aunts house for lunch...gooooooood food :D yummah

I had this really weird dream, I was at like some library or study and we had to fill out these forms and I got one and I kept on screwing up on it and it was in pen and I probaby did like 50 of them and I kept on screwing up and I was about to cry, but then I finally got one right and so I moved on and then there was ANOTHER form, but it was a lot smaller...and I kept on screwing up on it to and I just was like *has an osbourne moment* and fell asleep on the floor. :lol: just thought I'd let you know my fear of form fill out. :)

grrrrr last night I had just gotten into bed and then I had this like pain on my finger it was a throbbing pain...and I'm like arough so finally look at it and was like MOSQUITO AHHHHHHHHHHHHH so I turn around and there it is I try to hit it since it was flying right there but I don't have my contacts on and my glasses are getting updated so I can see worth stuff :D and I'm like forget this. and so I go downstairs and go daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaddy! MOSQUITO! meanwhile my hand' in the sink soaking in cold water in a sad attempt to stop the swelling, so I go to sleep in the guest room while my dad kills the mosquito. He finds it and kills it bam boom. and so I go the guest bedroom, cd and pillow in hand and then 1:30 later there's the throbbing in that fleshy part right under my left thumb and I'm like my haaaaaaaaaaaaaaand it huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurts so I figure damn mosquito. DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAADDY MOOOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSQUITOOOOOOOOOOOO! he's still on my computer in my room so I tell him and he kills it again :) YAY! so then I finally go to sleep for the rest of the night. now my left hand hurts I have one directly under my fingernail on my middle finger on my left hand and the the other one is on the fleshy part under the thumb. that one hurts more than the finger one :( gr. but hopefully it'll go away in a couple of days.

good news and bad news...good news: I'm not so stressed right now :) bad news: there will be MAJOR stressage next term (spring) this term I have drawing/painting, graphic arts, physiology and trig/stat/functions. NEXT term I'm going to have all the hard ones, history, english, chemestry and pre cal. ::wimper wimper cry cry:: LoL no doubt I'll still be stressed either way which ever classes I get.

regestration was kinda hectic...before I got into the right line I was in the wrong line, which the told me to go in and when i got to the front NOPE you're not suppose to be here grrrr. but once I got there I got my picutre and schedule ...planners look...well better than last year :) okay :lol: so yep.

hey howdy hey...I'll probably watch some tv and then sleep I have to go to regestration tomorrow at 10:30 AM...prepared for a rant/freak out/really long sentences. Hopefully I'll still be concious when I get home...you know how I get around this time of year, like a chicken with its head cut of man... oh well so just prepare yourself LoL 'night!

oh yeah Westlife made a new video for World of our own for US release...it looks well I've only seen about 5 seconds of it, it's available online, but it was stalling and looked weird so I'm trying to dl it...I'll send it to you when I find the right one....

POPPOO!!!! WHOOOOOOOO LoL funny place play Poppoo bush and Poppoo laden...make sure not to loose all of your poppoo money! :lol: :D

YOU SAW DOLPHINS?! COOL BEANS! wow that's SO cool ....I got pulled under the surf once...not fun...I think it was just to my knees and the tide pulled out and pulled me with it...I was so confuzzled and was just glad I got back to the surface...not fun. OTTERS ARE CUTE TOO :) glad you had fun at the concert :) very cool old women with saggy boobs...not good LoL sun burn also not good. Tiffany said that registration too her 90 minutes! I hope it's not too long on monday....:( ugh I don't want to go back to school wah.

OOH THE TROJAN HORSE? that's not good. I ran a bunch of that stuff before I left came out clean...

lets see re-cap of my trip

saturday-phoenix STINKIN HOT! it's in the valley so it's SO much hotter, but then we got our car and got the AC going and set off on our two hour drive to the town we're staying in Sedona. Much high up in elevation so cooler. slept when we got there LoL
monday-didn't do much...drove around town...went swimming! YAY! no lightening storms there thank goodness
tuesday-grand canyon two hour drive there looked kind of like a drive to tahoe...when we got there weird weather...heavy rain pouring down, lightening thunder and hail. I felt like those tourists in SF with their shorts and hawaiian shirts freezing their butts off..but eventually it let up and it's sooooooooo great there....you can look straight down and it's just massive no pictures could do it justice.
wednesday-before we went to GC we went to the local store to get me some jeans I was going to go horse back riding thurs. and no WAY was I going in shorts which was all I had....then we went to the grand canyon again and too a bus tour ...pretty cool....much better weather, no rain, sunny but a nice breeze so it was cool. we drove on this road and got to see the sun set very nice and then that night was the night before the full moon so it was practically a full moon and so beautiful. :)
thursday-got up at 6:30AM our we (just mom and I) had to get to the place at 7:30 and then a jeep took us to the ranch...we took a nice early morning ride it was about 2 hours. I had a fairly good horse...just hungry munching on all of the grass by the creek, but it was nice and quite I was just looking around near the end of the ride we got to a place so nicely named "horse killer hill" LoL it goes 800 feet up...extremely steep, everyonce in a while the horse would take a running start...and I don't blame it! the trail went fairly close to some of the edges that was a bit scary, but I knew the horse knew what it was doing....later that night my whole family went on this jeep tour and it was fairly rough bouncing up and down... something only a jeep could do LoL we went in to 4-wheel drive going up to this old cabin and the guide told us all about it, very cool guide she was really nice :)
friday-went to a city called Jerome ...not much there ghost town...really isolated...you'd have to drive REAL far for gas and a normal supermarket LoL went back to the hotel....relaxed swam...not much...
saturday-flight back home pretty uneventfull...GOOD dinner at aunts house :)

so there was my trip in a nutshell I'll talk to you more when you get on AIM....

I thought I'd spread it's unique beauty LOL ....truthfully it's just one nasty lookin' dog...scary man...should mate with mr. bigglesworth...

I'm almost done packing...not on AIM because if i was I know I'd never actually get anything done LoL..so adios see you later...show the picture to rusty and get him back for the pee you stepped in. LoL :D

AHHHHH do you SEE that huge gramatically error?! that's near bad as spelling my name wrong...dude. it's YOU'RE Y-O-U APOSTRAPHE R-E as in a contraction for YOU ARE. gr. okay I had to rant.




I'm a tulip and rasberry flavored :)

hi! LoL I still haven't packed LoL I will tonight...and tomorrow. I actually didn't have to leave the house, they put some poisen food or something so no more ants hopefully, we don't eat in our rooms usually...although I had all that food earlier before I cleaned. ah did you get a reply from brianne acknowledging that you're not going? I told her once and I think I send two emails but no response...when I told her she said okay...but I don't think that wrote it down or anything, I just don't want this to count against my hours....so I got dressed and everything for nothing....LoL I will bring back a cactus...:) cool dream...:D they have dark brown lenses and plastic brown frames...pretty generic. oval lenses kinda small...I like :)

I have do have to change out of my pj's though..my sister's room has ants coming in and so they're probably going to have to spray stuff inside the house which means I have to leave. gr. I have no where to go and i'm by myself and I have no where to go and if I do have to leave I'm going to look like a wierdo sitting at the little kiddy park because that's where she's picking me up because I can't drive...gr. and this is just another delay in my packing I leave tomorrow and I have nothing packed! HA!. gr. I think I'm just going to stare at that milo pic in hopes of making me feel better gr.

GOOD FOR YOU! YAY! That's good that you know how to cook for yourself, :D if my sister was left home by herself with no cooked food she'd probably call out LoL. Funny thing, I just went to starbucks today, here goes. 1) went to my sister's friend's house to pick her up. 2) went to SF state to go buy book for my sister and her friends classes. dude, as you probably already know but 2 books and it's $143.00!!!! only one of them was new...wow...3) went to MACY's (in stonestown right by the school) and I got new sunglasses! YAY! I haven't had sunglasses in at least 3 years (cause of regular glasses can't have both and refused "clip-on's") I like them and only 19.99! :) and then we went to my aunt and uncle's house to drop some stuff off and my sister's friend wanted to see Erin and Braden but they were both napping so we just said bascally hi and bye LoL, and then we dropped off my sister's friend dude there was sooooo much traffic going home and just in general in the city ....i hate the back seat of that car. I swear my butt bone was touching the metal on the bottom of that seat, there is like NO padding there! ugh. ooh and we saw an old lady driving this HUGE 18-wheeler! :lol: very interesting sight. hm I should start packing...but I'll start later :LoL

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There was something special about him. It was bizarre, I always took daily walks on the trail in the park, and I’d see him sitting there on the bench, sometimes writing furiously, sometimes watching people, and sometimes just spacing out. I’d see him everyday for three weeks maybe and then not for 5 months. However one dark gray day in September something was different, something made me take a second glance. I watched him while he looked up at the sky and stared it down, almost daring it to rain. After minutes, which seemed like countless hours that I stared at him, some force pulled at me to sit next to him and find his story, find why he sat there for everyday for weeks and then not be there at all. So I collected my nerves, walked up and greeted him.

“Hi, is this seat taken?” I asked.
He replied with a sigh and mumbled what seemed like an all right.

I decided to continue and ask, “What are you doing out here by yourself on such a cold day?”

“Shouldn’t I ask you the same thing?” He replied quite coldly , which made me wonder if I should have approached him at all. He was still staring out at the sky so I couldn’t get a clear view of his face, “Why are you here?”

“My daily walk, I like to get outside the office on my lunch break?” I replied. “I answered your question, so once again, why are you out here by yourself?”

“To get away.” He replied shortly.

We sat in silence for a brief minute until I decided to press-on again. “Away from what?” I asked rather quietly wondering if he shun me away again.

“Everything.” He said as he finally turned his head forward but still not looking at me, although this time I got a better view. His hair was a dirty blond color and was semi-spiked up, his eyes were of a very dark green-hazel color.

“And why are you here of all places to get away from ‘everything’? It’s just a park, wouldn’t you much rather go to some far-away desert island?” At this comment he finally turned his head to look at me. When he did, he had a slight smile on his face.

“Now where would I get the money to visit some desert island?”

“Most members of extremely popular boy-bands usually have some extra cash lying around some place.”

“Ah-ha so I have been found out. I have come here ever single day on my weeks off. Why is it now that you choose to walk up and say hi?”

“Well just to let you know I have seen you every day here seeing as how I also come here everyday. It’s just that today, the park is not as busy because it’s so cold and grey, yet here you are. I thought I’d find you’re story out, and to my surprise what I thought to be a normal person enjoying the park is actually a world renowned singer.”

“Why can’t I be both?” He replied looking back up at the sky.

“Pardon?”

“Why can’t I be both, you said what you thought to be a normal person was instead a celebrity. Why can’t I be a normal person and a star?” He seemed to be speaking to a higher force than just me but I decided to make an attempt to answer.

“Because they are totally different. A normal person goes about his or her daily life doing normal things. Going to their work place, picking up their kids, visiting family or friends and doing all that without anyone else noticing except whoever they are visiting or picking up or working for. Celebrities have one or usually more than one person caring, watching, criticizing their every move.” He seemed intrigued by my explanation so I continued.

“For example, if I went into Starbucks and ordered a mocha frappachino with whipped cream and caramel on top and told the person taking the order it was my favorite, chances are the person would politely smile and nod and just pass the order on for someone else to make it, forget about me and go on to the next person. Now with you, if you ordered the exact same thing and told the person taking the order that it was your favorite, assuming she’s still breathing and hasn’t fainted yet from seeing ‘Lance from Nsync’, chances are she would take that order, memorize it, eat, drink, and sleep only that for a couple of weeks and would get all excited every time someone else ordered it because she will forever remember that she served ‘The Lance Bass of Nsync’ a mocha frappachino with whipped cream and caramel on top.”

i'm a hamster.what kinda pet are you?
quiz made by muna.

.....couldn't she find a better picture of a hampster?....that one look's old and sickly. It's hair is falling out...going bald...like that dog or cat thingie in austin powers..mr. biggelesworth? or somthing....

i'm a foundation. what type of make up are you?
quiz made by muna.

....but I don't wear makeup.

I have no idea where my other post went but I just said what did your sister do? it seems like she never gets in trouble and I also asked if you were going to be online tonight.

here's a website you might like Emily...I want this sticker

howdy howdy howdy...I told you to check your blogger because I went to this festival this afternoon...but it's like the cherry blossom festivel only real small....some crafts, but no biggie...OOH guess what I got the LOTR dvd! :D the movie's pretty good, although I can see how it may be a bit boring if you don't know the story...did I already tell you this? I feel like I have...oh well. I'll just tell you again LoL there's LOTS of extra stuff I'm still trying to work my way through it all LoL..oh well when you get on reply!

Do Benji and Joel host every show of those rock music videos on mtv? I was watching the movie and then went back to tv and the first thing I saw was PENGUINS! and then I see these two punks on mtv and I was like ?! LoL but they were hosting from a zoo. anyway I thought that one show they were like guest hosts but I guess not...

I saw the Mexican...okay movie 3/5 I'm not sure how it could have been better, but lots of people died, and I should make a new game, how many times do they say the F word...? who knew? LoL

tomorrow's my birthday...Goodness I feel so old ugh.

I'm glad you got things worked out at the library! :) I'd hate to see the San Leandro Times head line IRATE TEENAGER BRUTALLY BEATS ELDERLY LIBRARIAN Dispute ends horribly after teenager insisted that she turned in books while records show different More on A6

Tell me how The Notebook is....Oscar Wilde...interesting pick...wow...2.40 how long did you have it?!
Meeting was good because it was 1)short and 2) a lot less crowded :)

Listen to Ryan Tedder..gooood song :D

IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII GOT CONTACTS! WAH HOOOOOOOOOO! :-D Them the first time it was weird, but now it's I can' t even feel it! :) wat better then glasses you don't get that line when you look to the side cause the frame is there. When you want to look left or right you don't have to turn your whole head and most of all I can wear regular sunglasses now! YAAAAAAAY! :) I got dailys, you put them in in the morning and toss them out at night, no cleaning needed.
oops one just popped out...oh well i'm tossing them in a couple of hours anyway!
bad news my eyes got worse went from 1.75 to 2.75 and guess where it is now..ding ding ding! 3.75...my mom's like a nine so I hope i never have her vision......

..where have you been haven't seen you on in a bit....I think something not too good happened today...it's quite a long story depending on how far you go back. But there was an assumption made today and you know what they say....never assume it makes an ass out of you and me. Dad's friend's wife called...I let that soak in for a bit. and they've been having some problems and they divorced a couple of months ago and she's been having some health problems, some serious ones lately so the put her in a recovering home so people could help her out and take care of her when she needs it, apparently her ex-husband (my dad's friend) was telling people she was in rehab for drug over dosage....she found this out from a reliable source so she says. she was extremely disturbed so she was going to ask my dad if he was really telling people that because she trusts him. Now here's where the assumption part comes in, she called and I picked up for god knows what reason...I should have let it go and then this would have never happened, she assumed it was my mom on the phone and not me. Had I figured this out earler in the convo I would have told her, but by the time I realized that she thought I was my mom I was about to hang up and she had told me a bunch of stuff already. She's very much so a talker, and went into detail about certain things I just went "oh that's too bad" I think I said a total 10 words through out that 15 minute conversation. I only figured out she thought I was my mom when she asked "what grade are the kids going to be in" and i was like uhhhhhhoh....not good. It's quite the story but her and her ex-husband were married for quite a long time, I'm not sure exactly but they're both 50 and they met when they were in high school..but they have extremely polar personalities. I was wondering why she was telling me all this stuff and then *ping* light bulb...eek I'm not sure what to do, I guess I'll just tell my dad that she called and leave it at that....I hope he doesn't ask me anything about it...I just started to answer the phone regularly since my sister got her own line, but now I remember why I don't.